HE WHISPERED IN MY EAR

(Part 3)

HE WHISPERED IN MY EAR...(IN A SOFT SEXY VOICE) DO YOU TRUST ME?I SAID YES.....DO YOU LOVE ME? ......I SAID YES...THEN HE RAVISHED ME..... SMACKED IT, LICKED IT, FLIPPED IT, AND RUBBED IT DOWN.... I WAS STUCK & I COULDN'T FOR THE LIFE OF ME STOP LOOKING AT THE MAN. AND I COULD NOT MOVE MY BODY AND LEGS HAD LOST ALL FEELINGS..... I WAS WHIPPED..... I WANTED TO TALK BUT I COULD NOT EVEN GET WORDS TO COME OUT OF MY MOUTH.... ( I COULD HEAR HIM TALKING IN THE BACKGROUND) HE SAID CUSS YOU GOT THE DOPE FIEND (CUSS). YOU READY FOR ROUND 2?.... HE GRABBED THE WASHCLOTH FROM THE BATHROOM AND WASHED ME UP... I MANAGED TO SAY (THANK YOU).(HE KISSED MY LOVING SPOT) HE SAID ANYTHING FOR YOU MY QUEEN...... I WAS THINKING WHILE HE'S GONE.... THAT I WOULD HAVE TO GAIN CONTROL OF THE ENCOUNTER.... I LIKED BEING IN CONTROL..... (BUT IT DID NOT TURN OUT THAT WAY).
HE SLAYED ANY AND ALL OF MY DRAGONS,...PUT OUT ALL THE FIRE AND CLOSED THE DOOR SO NO ONE OR NOTHING ELSE COULD GET IN AND I DIDN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE...AGAIN I SAY, I WAS WHIPPED. (IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD I HEARD MUSIC) LAUREN HILL SINGING (CAN'T TAKE MY EYE'S OFF OF YOU). DANG I LOVE THIS MAN... WOW I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER FIND ANYONE THAT I COULD LOVE LIKE I LOVED MY EX HUSBAND VEE. AFTER THE ALL NIGHTER I WOKE UP IN HIS ARMS, IT FELT GOOD HE WAS A STRONG MAN I WANTED TO CALL HIM DADDY....AND I DID. HE SAID YOU BELONG TO ME...... I SHOULD HAVE LEFT THEN, BUT I WAS IN LOVE WITH BEING LOVED....THEN IT STARTED.....WE RETURNED HOME...(He got jealous) (To be continued)

HE TOUCHED ME...

(part 2)

HE TOUCHED ME, NOT LIKE IT MADE A DIFFERENCE WHERE, IT COULD HAVE BEEN THE TIP OF MY NOSE. I HAD BEEN CELIBATE FOR SO LONG NOW IF SOMEONE BREATHED ON ME HARD I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SUBSTAIN.(Mmmuuhhh) I WAS GETTING AROUSED.. HOW COULD I GET OUT OF THIS NOW? THEIR WERE NO KIDS ONE BED AND A SMALL AREA WITH A LOVE SEAT IN IT. THINK (cuss).......I GOT IT!... I'LL START AN ARGUMENT.
BEFORE I COULD GET THAT THOUGHT INTO ACTION.... I WAS OUT OF AREA'S TO RUN.... O.M.G (thought) I LOVE THIS MAN. Huh? he said .....(I said)...NOTHING, I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM FRESHEN UP... I JUMPED UP.... OK HURRY UP CAUSE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR MONTHS ALREADY.... (I WENT IN THE BATHROOM) O.M.G....O.M.G.... WHAT DO I DO...I WANTED TO WAIST TIME I JUMPED IN THE SHOWER... I STAYED IN THEIR SO LONG I THOUGHT HE MIGHT JUST GO TO SLEEP. (CUSS)I HEAR THE DOOR OPENING.. HE'S COMING IN. I PEEP OUT.. HE'S UNDRESSED AND BLESSED....(THINK) WHAT TO DO... I HAD NO THOUGHTS EVERY MAN I HAD BEEN WITH THE RELATIONSHIP FAILED BECAUSE I RUSHED THIS TIME I TOOK MY TIME HE WAS WORTH THE WAIT. HE WAS KIND LOVING AND HANDSOME.. AND KEPT ME & HIMSELF LOOKING DIMED OUT. HE GETS IN THE SHOWER, PICKED UP THE SOAP AND GRABS MY WASH CLOTH AND STARTS TO WASH ME AND KISS ME IT WAS DONE NOTHING ELSE TO THINK ABOUT.... HE TURNED OFF THE SHOWER AND GRABBED TE TOWEL AND WALKED ME TO THE BED..... HE HAD SOME BABY OIL AND CONDOMS ON THE TABLE..... HE LAID ME DOWN & STARTED TO RUB THE BABY OIL ALL OVER MY (THIRSTING ) BODY....AND THEN.... (To be continued)

......I SAID I'M SAVED ....HE SAID THAT'S GOOD MAYBE WE COULD GO TO CHURCH SOMETIME......

PART 1

I SAW LOVE IN HIS EYES & STRENGTH SOMETHING DIFFERENT THEN I HAD SEEN IN ANY OF THE MEN I HAD DATED. THE LAST MAN I LOOKED AT LIKE I WAS LOOKING AT HIM WAS MY EX HUSBAND.HE SAID THEY CALL ME LOVE, I SAID THEY CALL ME SUGAR. HE SAID I LOVE SUGAR,,,(we both laughed). I WANTED THIS MAN.... I WANTED HIM 4 ALL THE RIGHT & WRONG REASON'S...
I HAD BEEN CELIBATE FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW AND KNEW HE WOULD BE THE ONE TO BREAK IT... (CUSS). I SHOULD HAVE RAN, RAN AWAY FROM HIM AS FAST AS I COULD. I WAS LIVING IN A SHELTER, WE BOTH WERE. HE AND I BOTH STARTED PLAYING SPADES WITH ANOTHER COUPLE ALMOST EVERY NIGHT AND ON THE WEEKENDS WE WOULD TAKE THE KIDS OUT AND AT NIGHT WE WOULD JUST CUDDLE. IT WAS LIKE A DREAM. IT FELT GOOD TO BE WITH SOME ONE THAT WAS NOT OUT TO JUST SMASH aka (have sex) 3 WEEKS LATER WE WENT OUT 2 MD TO VISIT OUR FAM, WE HAD STARTED TO LIVE AS IF WE WERE A FAMILY, BUT IT SEEM NATURAL AND IT FELT GOOD. HIS FAMILY WAS SO KIND HIS DAD WAS A MINISTER OF MUSIC AT THE CHURCH... I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THANK YOU GOD I GOT ME A GOOD MAN, I WENT TO VISIT MY FAMILY ALSO IT WAS GREAT IT WAS LIKE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WAS PERFECTLY FALLING INTO PLACE... WE WERE STAYING IN A LOCAL HOTEL IN MD, THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME WE HAD NO KIDS... I GOT SCARED CAUSE MY BODY WAS CALLING FOR ATTENTION AND I KNEW THIS TIME I WAS ABOUT TO GET IT. (2 b continued)

GOD PLEASE SEND ME A MAN......

THE WOMAN ASKED GOD ....GOD CAN YOU SEND ME A MAN? GOD SAID YES -- THEN GOD SENT HER A GREAT MAN, ONE THAT WOULD LOVE HER, TREAT HER AS A QUEEN, AND ALSO PROVIDE FOR HER....1 DAY- THE WOMAN MET THE MAN HE SAID HELLO PRAISE THE LORD.. THE WOMAN SAID HI AND KEPT WALKING HE WAS NOT CUTE ENOUGH. 2 DAY HELLO MISS, THE WOMAN SAID HI AND KEPT ON WALKING. HE WASN'T BUFF ENOUGH. 3 DAY THE MAN SAID EXCUSE ME MAY I ASK YOUR NAME SHE SAID QUEEN HE SAID THAT FUNNY MINES IS KING. THE WOMAN LAUGHED AND STILL DID NOT PAY THE MAN ANY ATTEN: THE MAN LEFT. 4. WOMAN MEETS A MAN BUFF,NO JOB, SEXY,AND SHE ASSUMED PACKI'N.... HE SAID HI... SHE STOPPED AND TALKED TO HIM WHATS YOUR NAME HE SAID QUEEN. WHAT'S YOUR'S HE SAID DAVILL.... CAUSE I BRING THE FIRE...SHE LAUGHED.... SHE STARTED DATING HIM .THEN AFTER 2 WEEKS MOVED HIM IN.. AS SHE WORK HE STAYED AT HOME PLAYING PS3. WHEN SHE WANTED LOVE... HE'D HIT AND QUIT.... NEVER TOOK HER OUT...NEVER WENT TO CHURCH WITH HER. THE THE ABUSE STARTED... HE WOULD ALWAY BRING HOME FRIENDS THAT DRANK AND SMOKED WEED & OTHER DRUGS... COME ON HE SAID TAKE A DRINK, NO! I'M SAVED... SAVED LOL ILL SAVE YOU,,, HE BEAT HER EVERYDAY... SHE STARTED DRINKING AND USING DRUGS.... HE STARTED CHEATING..... THEN ONE DAY SHE CRIED OUT DEAR GOD PLEASE HELP ME, I ASKED YOU FOR A MAN AND THIS IS WHAT YOU SEND ME!.... GOD HEARD HER AND LET HER SUFFER FOR ANOTHER 5 YEARS. THEN HE HEARD HER AGAIN DEAR GOD FORGIVE ME. PLEASE HELP ME I AM SORRY FOR MY SINS.... GOD FORGAVE HER AND SENT THE MAN AGAIN.. PEACE TO YOU QUEEN! HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? DO YOU REMEMBER ME? YES I DO IM SORRY I LOOK SO BAD..... WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? SHE TOLD HIM HER STORY... HE TOLD HER HOW HE FELT FOR HER AND THAT HE COULD HELP. SHE AGREED BUT FIRST HE SAID LET US PRAY...... THEY DID. I.J.N KING WENT TO THE HOUSE WITH QUEEN PACKED UP DEVILL'S THINGS AND WAITED FOR HIS RETURN... WHEN HE CAME IN HE SHOUTED WHO ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU IN MY HOUSE! KING REPLYED YOUR HOUSE! YOU ARE NOT WANTED HERE..DAVILL LAUGHED HE SAID QUEEN GET OVER HERE NOW! KING SAID IN A SOFT VOICE NO QUEEN BE STILL OPEN YOUR BIBLE AND PRAY I WIL HANDLE THIS.... SHE DID WHAT KING HAD TOLD HER. KING STARTED TO PRAY OUT LOUD AND DEVILL HATED IT SHUT-UP! THAT WON'T WORK WITH ME.. KING KEPT PRAYING QUEEN JOINED IN..... DAVILL STARTED TO CUSS AND SCREAM AND THROW THINGS AROUND THEN WHEN HE SAW KING AND QUEEN WORKING TOGETHER AGAINST HIM HE GAVE UP AND TOOK HIS BELONGINGS AND LEFT.... KING & QUEEN WERE MARRIED AND LIVED HAPILY EVER AFTER....I.J.N....AMEN